Yesterday, irritating Dipa kept calling me to bake a cake.

So i had to wake up at 4.30pm and bake a cake. Didn't turn out well cos i used too many bananas. Damn it. So they crashed my room. Cake and coke, awesome.. Fatty life man. They started using my laptop so i fell asleep. Woke up around 7.30pm or so. They went home finally. Hehehe.

Started to watch Wild romance cos i really need something to keep me busy while waiting for The moon that embraces the sun. Anyway today, i realized that it's FEBRUARY!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

IT'S FEBRUARY YO! Like finally february. Hehehheheehe and when does PRCP end??

February 24 BUT the last day will be at school and on february 23, it'll be half day of de-briefing so.... in other wards, our last official day in the ward will be on the 22nd! Omo. Today's already the 2nd of feb. HOOHOOHOO~

I swear just the thought of it makes my heart feel like bursting seriously. So mad happy man.

Even now as i'm typing this, i'm giggling to myself. Hehehehe.

Oh wait. Oh.

Fck. I just realised that also means... my time in SG is coming to an end. Walau.

I am seriously not sure about my future man. What shall i do. Manoj told me our nursing license won't be recognized in US so we'll have to start all over again there. It's frickin four years man!! Although the aftermath will be awesome cos nursing is very high paid there but wtf man, four years of Nursing all over again?! Sheeeeeeeez. Ok i don't really mind that but f man by the time i graduate and start working, i'll be like 24? I always wanted to have a degree before 22. Sighs and also, he says Nursing is extremely competitive there and you need to have a GPA of 3.7. FML.

Damn man... seriously not sure about my life. On the other hand if it was Aussie, life would have been so much easier without any complications.

What shall i do?

Sighs, okay anyway before i even start thinking about my future or anything, gotta focus on my present. Hope the day goes well and things will be better. Please let it be empty.

goodnight.