How many more pieces?

Japanese model: Akiko. (Kinda looks like Tham)

Sulli from Fx.

Aoi Yu, a Japanese actress.

These three are all somehow related to G Dragon. That Japanese model on top is from Vivi Magz. Where GD said he likes the mysterious looking type of girl, pointing to her. Second one is Sulli. GD says he finds her cute as a JUNIOR. Third one is Aoi Yu who he is a big fan of. He even has her poster which fans gave him plastered on his wall. He said he really likes her.
As if him saying he wants to get married fast wasn't enough.
So Rah, this post is to why i'm sighing so much.
Sighs.

Cos before you go.

So I went to school today to have my group meeting. Everything went ok. We went to FY's house after that to shoot out video for 1089. Everything was going so well. Till i boarded the bus and i slept there and when i finally woke up, i was at Paya Lebar MRT station. What the heck!! I know i was thinking of GD in Taeyang's Look only at me but i didnt i'd gone on sleeping. And to top it off, i only had $1.55 in my EZlink which the bus doesn't accept cos of the bloody tertiary thing and i had no cash with me! Of all the days. So i had to WALK all the way home till PayaLebar MRT. Crap man. Walked and walked. Till i finally reached GC. Met up with Suman all to shoot the Koewokikasete thing again. Lol, Anita's one is so epic. Haha. So yeah.. i'm feeling damn sleepy right now. I think i'll take a nap.
Sighs.

Made it.

Morning Reina:

"..I know I've been talking about the artists I've recently come to like since last week, but ah~ I think I haven't mentioned this person before?
G-Dragon is a first! G-Dragon is a member of Big Bang. Their genre is rap? Is it?? It was written down as rap, so I'm just gonna call it rap. He's great on their music videos and I think he's really good at expressing himself.
Boys and girls will see him differently, but when I look at him I come up with so many things that I want to do.
[...]
G-Dragon is really great! Big Bang's music videos are dangerous~ seriously.
I've only seen a few, but Big Bang's MVs all have a storyline.
I cry every time I see them, that's how dangerous their music videos are.
They're all such heartwarming works of art. I think they're incredible.
I will keep rooting for G-Dragon and Big Bang!
I really wanted to share that with you guys.
And of course I will give G-Dragon and Big Bang a star today, too.
Big Bang's Baby Baby: (I think they give singers stars whenever they play one of their songs or something)


Morning Takahashi:

"..and second would be G-Dragon. This person is from K-Pop and he's 2 years younger than me.
He's a member of Big Bang, and writes all his songs.
It makes me think how cool people who write their own songs are. Chunku san too of course.
They've been promoting in Japan recently, and they've received lots of awards for the songs they've written.
G-Dragon's younger than me but I really respect and look up to him, even though it hasn't been very long since I first saw him."

[she was talking bout the top 3 artists shes into atm- third was lady gaga, second our gd and first britney spears]

Kanjani Radio: (I know Yoko and Hina are from a Japanese girlgroup)

Yoko: Did you watch Best Hits today?
Fan: Yeah, I did.
Yoko: How was it?
Fan: Everyone was so cool.
Yoko: Was Big Bang cool too?
Fan: Oh, yes. keke
Yoko: They were great...really great.
Hina: Stop joking around so early in the morning!
Yoko: It's not a joke, they were seriously really cool. Big Bang is awesome! They're such good dancers!!
Hina: I was so surprised!
Yoko: I thought they were amazing!
Hina: I know, right? I watched them really closely. They're so cool!


Awesome. They're getting praised by celebrities from Japan.
:D:D

Happiness is a journey not a destination.

Dance, like no one is watching you.

Love, like you’ve never been hurt before.

Sing, like no one can hear you.

Work, like you don’t need money.

Live, like heaven is on earth.

-Father Alfred D. Souza.

It's all gone.

I went out with Mum and bro yesterday. Watched a hindi movie. I've got group meeting today. Sighs. Goodnight.

So high.

Shit, i love this. The make up and the expression they have. The shot is awesome.
Anway saw GD's concert goods. Dang, i wanna have that shirt and those badges. Dang.
Not fair.
:(

False hope.

Spotted in the airport.
Anway going out with my family now.
Oh yeah so as i already said, i'm doing the Koewokikasete Campaign where in my message, i just wanna show a lot of people saying Hear my voice Big Bang. And thanks for the help people:D And also.. so yes i know everyone wants to look good infront of their idols which is perfectly fine. All in the false hope or false thoughts that they might be attracted to you and who knows, like you? Oh yes, i know we girls think that way so don't deny it. But let's have a reality check alright? There are like 378859 members in Big Bang fanclub of Korea alone(the 2nd largest kpop fanclub in Korea). And another thousands of people worldwide. And 93% happens to be us girls. So our chance is like 0.01%. So yeah. Sorry i just had to say this cos yesterday i got a message from Kamala. And she said that she didn't want people to know that Big Bang has ugly fans so she wants to retake the video. And i was like WHATTHEFUCK? Ugly fans? Excuse me, i'm sure, not just Big Bang but all other idols are not gonna give a shit of how their fans' looks are as long as they love them and buy their album-.- It would have been okay if she just said that she wanna retake cos she wanna look nicer which is what all of us want to do but ugly fans? Shees.
Sorry i HAD to say this. Cos i was like say what?! when i read Kamala's sms.
Sighs.

I don't care.

I'm bloody sleepy. Family outing today. Shall sleep now.
Goodnight.

Guys taking the longest time.

Rah, these guys won you. They took the longest time to just shoot 12 seconds. Shees. Zil is like a total spoiler! Lol. He just simply can't control his own self. LOL. And the way Jebu dance to Heartbreaker.. i'll never forget that.
LOL.

Awww.

Director's comments: At first, it was awkward to see an idol holding a baby, but they became close very quickly. Like Kim Hye Ja, G-Dragon was with the baby long after the photoshoot. Afterwards he very carefully and delicately clothed the baby, I think he will become a very good dad in the future.

He's making me fall harder than it already is.
Dang.

I'd do anything.

Today when the lecturer for our 1090 went out, i went down to the front of the lecture hall and asked if everyone could shout Big Bang for my video. It.was.embarrasing. Like hell. Tho.. for Big Bang, anything:D Hahaha. The sound isn't that clear. Anway. We were walking home and that's when Jill saw her "nice dressup" guy and dang Rah. She stalked him all the way. She made us walk very fast so that we could be near that guy. We stalked him all the way till the MRT and he took the same MRT as us too. Rah and I got off at Bishan and coincidentally, that guy too. And he took the Circle line too! So Rah was like whoa. We walked damn fast till we were behind him. Poor guy. I think he knew that we were "stalking" him. Wait no, that RAH was stalking him so he walked all the way to the other end. Lol. So i went home with Rah and lol she even found out that the guy stops at Serangoon. LOL. Right now at home. Shall watch You're beautiful. Woot.
:D

Roller coaster ride.

I need to sleep. I havent done Health Assessment yet. School starts at 12 today, yes!
Sleep sleep sleep.
Goodnight.

Like real.

Lol! Herbivorous guy. When the host asks him about the quiz and when the question about being concerned about the new stuffs in shopping malls comes out, the audiences answers the question instead by saying O.. and he's like haha and just says O along. Haha. And lol to the part when he said he goes church with Taeyang and imitates how Taeyang sings in church. LOL. And him singing a nursery rhyme is like dang! Hahah. Ahhh when he brought out Gaho.. dang.
GD, you wanna get marry fast?
Come look for me. I'm all ready.

It's like Blackjack, beat that.

I got it today:D

It's a damn paradise.

I just read this girl's blog, i have no idea how i found it. Think it was when i was searching for Big Bang's Fila shoes. She's from the US. She went to Big Show 2009. And holy mama mia, she's one lucky girl. She met my mom in law(G Dragon's mum), my husband's manager(the guy from Big Bang Docu), my husband's hyung(Teddy). HOLY SHIT. Just when seeing Big Bang live infront of her wasn't enough. GD's mum has passed by and when she saw his mum, mum nodded back at her. And she met Teddy. She even got to shake hands with him. And also with Big Bang's manager. She got to shake hands with him and talk to him. How lucky! She talked about how the concert was and what went on. DANG, i am completely jealous. One goal in my life will be to attend a Big Bang concert atleast ONCE in my lifetime. Oh damn. I'm getting really hyped up.
I am so jealous.

Don't kill me. HAHAH.

-Who brings together everyone’s opinions?
Everyone picked G-Dragon.
GD: We’ve never fought before, but I think it’s my job as the leader to decide things whenever something happens.

-Hopes of marriage?
TOP: GD always talks of how he wants to get married
GD: If I meet my ideal woman, I want to get married straight away. And I want to start making a world of just the two of us.

Well.. GD, if that happens, sorry love but i'm gonna have to be a wedding crasher unless it's me standing next to you.
Just kidding.

No wait, i'm not.

Blamer.

Crap. I just wrote this whole thing about something but in the end, i was like ahh what the fuck, who cares. I'll keep it to myself for now cos i know it will be alright and i really treasure it but i might just write words which might be like a treshold for anger or hurt one day. One fine day.. when i get sick.
Goodnight.

Of everything.

Haengbok!!

I AM BLOODY HAPPY RIGHT NOW. I just checked the timetable and it says that school starts at 1pm tomorrow. If i didnt have Health Assessment class at 3pm, school would have just ended at 3 with just two hours of lectures. But because of the Friday holiday, Health Assessment class was brought forward. Tho anway.. even if it finished at 3pm, i would still have floorball. So oh well. But i think i rather go to Health Assessment. Say what?! But yeah.. its like my enthusiasm/passion/whatever it is, is slowly dying. Whenever i play in NYP, i miss the times in SGS where it used to be "kickass". I dont know why but when i'm playing floorball for NYP, i get confused and my teamwork with the line will be affected. And me not being close to them just adds on to be a great "help". I sort of miss playing floorball with Suju, Tana, Viji, Yun Xian, Gladys, Diyanah..who else? Well those people were the ones i used to play floorball with most. Sighs oh well. Which reminds me.. Yx recently asked me in MSN if we were free on thursday for a game in our school. Shees. Don't think i'll be free. And oh, Jasmi's going Nepal today. Don't think i'm going to the airport. Cos i really really really need to sleep. And the thought of waking up at 5am.. it'll kill me. So i better not think of it. Ok, think i'll go watch IRIS or something then sleep.

Old sad songs.

My Blackjack has arrived and i'm bloody happy. Even more happy cos the meet up place to collect it is at Serangoon. Woot, saves a LONG trip to Dover. Yes!
:D

AND SHIT! I just remembered! Health Assessment tomorrow! And i've yet to do the paper. Argh okay screw.

Cat's in the cradle.

Very sad but true.

Sarabeth.

I cried.

Dry your eyes mate.

For all the broken hearted people who can't move on.

Shingz.

I had a lot of deja vu today and i'm feeling really uneasy.

Tired of everything.

I need to sleep. Dang.
Goodnight.

Pawned.

And oh did i say this?
Today in Mandarin classes, we learnt how to sing two Chinese songs.
Happy Birthday to you and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star.
Awesome.

I'm right here.

I never thought i'll like Japanese music but dang, WOW. I've fallen in love with this singer. She has a very unique voice AND she's gonna be collaborating with Taeyang! Anway i feel like crying when i saw this video. RASYIQAH, SEE THIS. I BLOODY LOVE THE LYRICS lah! It goes so well with the tune and tone of the song. Esp the voice. Oh dang. It just makes you feel so sad man. The voice is like so sad and the lyrics is like... argh dang. Aww man, i'm like so touched. his song is like a story (from the man's point of view) as he writes a love letter to his girl saying the things he doesn't have the nerves to say to her face-to-face.
Sighs.

Inter connection.

Bloody Jana lost her portable broadband which costs like $308. Whattheheck. Heart pain sia. So anway just as i switched on my laptop at home, i get a call from Jana saying she's coming over to do her work. Hais. So she came over and used it till 9pm. And now i'm having a MSN meeting with my group for HS 1090. Ahhh so hectic. And oh yeah, my Bio.. i can picture a F right now. Screw it. Well, it's over so i'm happy now. Anway i really need to buy a new earpiece now. I'm getting more and more pathetic without one and i seriously can't survive without it. Without an earpiece just equals to lonely bus/train rides, lonely walks, boring days..basically a very boring and lonely life. I need to have music accompanying me when i'm alone. Or even if i'm with someone. I think it's like the best way to NOT talk to someone. Hahaha. Oh well. You know.. i think i'm evil. Or maybe straightforward. Lol my friends say i'm mean or sarcastic, not just my friends but my classmates too. LOL. They say i'm very random and expressionless which they find so amusing. Lol and they simply cannot believe that other people.. say, my floorball teammates, my secondary schoolmates or other people find me extremely quiet/serious and shy. When i told my classmates esp Kamini that, "eh you know, my floorball mates and my sec schoolmates all always say and think that i'm very quiet and serious. You know that time, i called out one of my floorball teammate name ah, she was like ohmygod, that's the first time i hear you call my name. And then when i laughed out loud ah, she say ohmygod, first time i hear you laugh", Kamini was like WHAT?! She simply couldnt believe it and said that they don't know me. Lol. I think my parents will faint if they heard that. They seriously think that i'm like the same crazy kid in school as i am in my home and they always scold me that i wonder what your surrounding people think of you, they might call you a lunatic. Well no mum, the kids out there think i'm a quiet, serious, anti-social person. Sighs oh well. I don't know why i can click with certain people very fast or i'll still feel uncomfortable with some people even if i've known them for long. It's very strange..i wonder why.
Ok, i better get back to my module.
Wow that was long.

Messed up mind.

I youtubed about Action Potential. All the comments said they understood it finally and were so grateful to the uploader. So i guess i'm the only dumb one who still has my mouth open and a messed up mind. Screw it. I just don't understand what the heck that is all about. And me not taking Chemistry during Sec school adds on to be a GREAT help. Yeah right. Ass. Forget it, i'm still halfway at lecture 7 and my mind is getting more wired up. I'm just gonna go sleep now. Shall set my alarm at 5am tho i'll see if i wake up. God bless me. I shall sit above a very smart person if all else fails. Tho of course.. i'm honest. Muahahahaha.
Oh well, goodnight.
I need to pray.